No Right

One promise I failed to keep
Four walls where blood seeps
One look fit with your inner fire
All it has taken to ignite my desire
It is still you I long for by day
And there's not really much I can say
We may have two hearts combined
But we have one soul refined
Every night I wait alone for you
But I have a lot left to prove
I should've been better when playing with fate
Because now I'm powerless and driven by hate
I last saw my darkness in the midst a serenade
And seeing such imperfection cut like a blade
Here it comes again and I shall go back
My next chapter will be covered in black
When just a few months ago I exhibited color
Now all I show has become duller
I have no right to speak any more
So I hereby retire forevermore